Uphill Battles

Perhaps the greatest accomplishment is to keep going on a day when the rewards of doing so are unclear. Today, for me is one of those days. I find it very difficult to balance training for my two careers, the one as a future wife and mother (hopefully!) and the other as a historian or history teacher. I find myself torn at times between the two. I should probably just focus on the history. Socially, it's easier. I am fighting a war, internally, a war with myself. I want to overcome the natural man and to be better. I am struggling to do so today! One of my biggest flaws can be time wasting. I want to just work on getting my house in order, but I need to focus on school. Then, it seems, that trying to find time to eat, socialize and sleep seem to slip right through the cracks. Well, back to work. The uphill battle has the best view from the top!